January 2010
almost a new year.
another year. good lord, i’m definitely not the same kid i was 365 days ago. a new school, new friends, girls, drama, where does it end? but that’s okay, i think i’ve grown stronger out of everything that’s happened. and i leave no regrets behind. well…. maybe that’s a lie. but that’s okay, because a new year’s here to wash everything away. i’m...
December 2009
tea.
did you know that tea tastes really good? especially if you’re feeling tired and it’s super late and you really should be getting off to bed, but instead you drink tea and go on tumblr, facebook and youtube. so yeah, that’s about it. i was just thinking about tea because i’m currently drinking tea so it’s all good. oh it’s chai. which is good. so is jasmine tea...
it's gonna be alright.
it’s gonna be alright, child
even through the darkest night, child
i’ll even use your darkness
to teach you how to hear me
~
it’s gonna be alright, now
even if you don’t see how
i’ll even use your failure
to help you to draw near me
~
just hear me
i am calling
child, come falling
deeper in love with me
~
trust me
you must let go
or you will never...
our stars.
look out the window
into the starlit nights
as far as we are
we’ll be alright
~
cause the same stars dance
and light up our sky
they bring us together
so we can fly
~
watch as the moon conducts
this symphony of light
as they play us a song
and make our hearts bright
~
these are our stars
filling the night
with hopes for tomorrow
a sun rising bright
~
these are our stars
...
joy.
hmmm what a crazy concept. i never really tried to find it, it was always there. i always took it for granted when i was younger. now stress and drama have taken over. but there are those moments when the joy of life sweeps over everything. and everything is okay. family, friends, laughter, smiles. joy. i think that the fact that it isn’t all over the place makes it that much more special....
missing me too.
i woke up today, missing you
a tear filled my eye and came crashing down
i never thought this day would come
but i couldn’t hide it forever, baby
and i know that it’s not right
maybe i should just let go
but when i saw your face
i just couldn’t turn away
filling my dreams, you never leave
filling my thoughts, you always stay
i’m just stuck here missing you
...
“you never leave someone behind, you take a part of them with you and leave a...”
easy.
we always said we’d never let each other go. obviously we lied. i thought forever meant you’d never stop. and always meant you’d never leave. who knew forever and always could end so fast. i dunno what made it so easy to be with you, to talk to you, but it was just that - easy. maybe that’s why when you said bye, i never went after you. i never chased you like i should...
